Friday, August 6, 2010

hello dosto...ashish....ab pehchana....nahi pehchana....chalo koi baat nahi....aaj kal bhulne ki bimari jyada fail gayi hai...mai khud is bimari se pareshan hu..subhe uthte hioffice jane ki tansion hone lagti hai.....mai ghaziabad mai rehta hu...aur dilli ke c.p mai ek tv chnl ke ander ek cameraman ki post par hu.....ghaziabad se dilli aane ke liye mai local train jise hum EMU kehte hai.....par asal mai isme sawari karne wali 80% janta ko iska arth nahi pata ....par shayad isko "Electric mans unit " kaha jata hai......
Apni padai khatam karne ke baad....Mai ek sotware engeniar banna chata th tha ...isliye mai sotware development karne ke liye chandigarh bhi gaya....par kismat ko shayad kuch aur hi manjoor tha....mere chacha ke ek dost ka media institute tha...jisme woh mmujhei ek baar le kar gaye....waha reception par ek sunder si istri virajman thi.....unhone kuch der mujse baat ki aur mera dimag aisa fira ki aaj mai ek cameraman hu...
Aur ab lagbhag pichle paanch salo se mai roz subhe local train se aata jata hu .....par pichle kuch mahino mai se ek ladki ki taraf kuch jyada hi attrect ho gaya hu.....woh aaj kal ki aur ladkiyo se kuch alag hatkar hai....dikhne mai sunder hai....par woh aur ladkiyo ki tareh hamesha phone ko apni kanpati se chipka kar nahi rakhti...badi simple si dikti hai....aaj ke jamne ki advance ladki hai....aur jab woh station par se nikalti hai...to shayad koi aisa viyakti nahi jo usse nahi dektha.....mai bhi un mei se hi hu....roz usse pehle station par aa kar khada ho ja hu....ki bas woh ek baar dikh jaye...aur jis din woh nahi dikhti dil baichain sa rehta hai....aur ye shayad usai bhi pata hai.....par meri usse baat karne ki himmat nahi hoti.....kyoki mai shayad is baat se darta hu ki ...kahi woh daant na de....kyoki ladkiyo ke dimmag ka kuch pata nahi hota....roz shaam ko 4 baje ke baad baichani si hone lagti hai...ki kab 6:15 baje aur mai office se nikau...mai apna station chod kar ek station aage ja kar roz uske station par uska intzaar karta hu ki woh aayegi.....woh aati hai mai ussei nazar bacakar dekta hu.......
Par do din pehle woh aayi aur mere bagal wali sit par baith gayi....meri to jaise saans hi rukh gayi thi dil dhad dhad baj raha tha....par ussei baat karne ki himmat nahi hui.....shayad mai kabhi is kaam safal ho jao...aaj fir wahi kriya dohraunga.....dekhte hai aaj kiya hota hai.....par shayad mai ussei chahne laga hu...par shayad woh mere bare mai aisa sochti bhi nahi hogi ...chalo dekhte hai....

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